mornings ugh

I’m sitting here with my two new obsessions, Jeffree and Shane. They’re telling me about Kylie products.

Soon, I’ll get off the couch and make a cup of coffee. I’m enjoying the silence of the house, since the kids are gone to school. My downstairs neighbour is knocking around, she hasn’t crawled up the stairs to see me yet (yes, she’s done that, and she also uses a walker so), and I remember how less than six months ago, my anxiety would be hyper aware of her. Today, idc, I’m just glad to be in my home alone. I’m still in my jammies, my cat is running around, finding beams of sunlight to cat in, and soon, I’ll have to go have a shower. Such a shame that on a perfectly peaceful morning, I have to go out into the world and do things.

It’s interview day… For a volunteer position. I’m terrified, but calm. It will be fine no matter what. What matters is that I try at all.

So here I go… Wish me luck!